an email to the Falun Gong practitioner I am married to: I don't want you to come back.

What a birthday wish! But I figure that I have resisted working on your resume and cover letter and sending them to my classmates. I ask myself why. Don't I want to have a normal family life and have my dearest son around? Then I know the answer from trying to reveal on the bbs that 神韻藝術團 who is performing in Taiwan is indeed affiliated with falun gong. You not only embarrass me but also provoke me with your religious practices, and you will not stop doing it. Moreover, you push Justin to learn and practice falun gong. Don't tell me that he voluntarily wants to do it. He is only 6 years old. I find that life without you is good. Life without having to fight over religion is even better. I can be so blunt because you never listen to my complaints. You just keep doing it, regardless of the consequences, regardless of whether it is going to hurt your marriage and make your son fatherless. I can be so blunt because you don't care. You don't care about how I feel and what I think. No matter how strongly I object to what you do, you would never change. Why don't you let me go?! You are mentally torturing me. I want either a divorce or a marriage without religion, at least without the religious nonsense, without the political agenda hidden behind a religion. I have had a great day until I realize that my marriage sucks because my wife believes in falun gong and keeps talking shit to a husband who is proud of himself for not talking shit. Then I am reminded that my world is indeed dark and I am stuck. Stuck in an unrewarding relationship, and by a wife who just doesn't feel my pain and doesn't care about my psychological suffering. Anyhow, listen! I don't want you to come back! That is from the bottom of my heart, after a deep soul searching in the midnight of my birthday. Let me go! Get me a divorce. I have had enough of this marriage.